I've move on :)

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"Laughter gives us distance.
It allows us to step back from an event,
deal with it and then move on.”.

Bob Newhart
US comedian & television actor (1929 - )

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Jump out from a fiction book!

Last night,
What an experience!

It was totally like coming out of a fiction book,
where the main character caught her loves one sleeping with other girl.

I know it is my consequences though
Because it was my decision for not sleeping with him,
Not to give my virginity to him.

Despite that, I hate the fact he lied to me.
I hate the fact he wants to come back to my life
After he broke up with me and I already move on.
I hate male ego!
And now after I gave him his second chance
Just to find out that he made my world upside down
and then decided to get back with that girl..
Thanks a lot.

(Is it true that we shouldn’t give any second chance?
We shouldn’t get back at all with our EXs?
Yeah… I’m too naïve apparently…
I need to learn more about love and relationships)

In some weird way, I felt liberated.
I give thanks to God that I found out about this
Two days before my exam because I know I can study better now.
Since he got back into my life, I can’t be myself.
I felt so insecure that I need to hear from him like everyday,
Every so often and that made me can’t live my life to the fullest.
And I hate that!

(I heard the ‘right man’ should make you feel like yourself more
And not the other way around, right?)

I was going to say anyway to him that I think it is not working out between us.
I am not being myself when you are in my life and I can’t deal with it.
However, being a girl, it is so hard to be strong and say such things!
Usually we compromise with our feelings and accept things even though
It is not seems right anymore…

Now, again, I’m thankful because I bump into this
It truly is made me sealed all the streets-of-hope being with him in my heart.
And I know I can move on.

Thanks for all my dearest friends and family for being here with me
I’m so blessed to have you all in my life :)



Ps. For some reason,
This past 2 days I really like this song…

Usai Sudah - by Tangga


Di dalam kesunyian
Kau dan aku terdiam
Bersiap untuk hadapi kenyataan
Bahwa jalan terbaik, bagi sebuah
Hubungan tanpa ikrar adalah berpisah

Usai segalanya di sini
Semua tak mungkin lagi ku beri
Karna kau bukan cinta yang sungguh
Jujur aku tak sanggup lagi
Terus membohongi hati nurani
Kita hanya s'pasang manusia
Yang salah memahami cinta

Sempat ego bicara
Pada pendirian kita
Mencoba tuk memaksakan
Dan acuhkan logika
Bahwa meskipun cinta tak harus memiliki
Namun jalinan cinta tetap perlu janji

Usai segalanya di sini
Semua tak mungkin lagi ku beri
Karna kau bukan cinta yang sungguh
Jujur aku tak sanggup lagi
Terus membohongi hati nurani
Kita hanya s'pasang manusia
Yang salah memahami cinta

Bersiap untuk hadapi kenyataan
Bahwa jalan terbaik bagi sebuah
Hubungan tanpa ikrar adalah berpisah
Karna jalinan cinta tetap perlu janji

Usai sampai di sini
Tak mungkin lagi ku beri .. padamu..
Oohh.. Cintaku yang ternyata semu

Jujur aku tak sanggup lagi
Terus membohongi hati nurani
Kita hanya s'pasang manusia
Yang salah memahami cinta

my car Registration Done!

I got my 1st License Plate for my car today!!!! Yay ^_____^ Horee....
It's NEVADA, the Silver State,
-= 194 UVF =-

:) thank u Lord for everything..

Mystère

I went to see my 1st show & my 1st Cirque du Soleil here in Las Vegas!!!
I'm so happy,, thank you Lord..
for giving me so much in my life.. =)

-I got the job! I got the job!- thank u LORD :)

September 16, 2007

Hi Nadia,

It is my pleasure to offer you a 12-month, 20 hr/week GA position to work on our muscle-macrophage project. Let's meet on 9/24 at 8-9 am to discuss the specifics of your duties. Before 9/24, I would like you to schedule an appointment with Elizabeth Gardner at 895-1216 to start the paperwork. Please confirm your acceptance of this position and availability to meet with me on 9/24 8-9 am. We are looking forward to working with you.

Regards,
Barbara St. Pierre Schneider






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Barbara St. Pierre Schneider, DNSc, RN
Associate Dean for Research
School of Nursing
4505 Maryland Pkwy, Box 453018
Las Vegas, NV 89154-3018
702-895-1216
702-895-4807 FAX

Words of Wisdom... from Faisal =)

Just wanna post this, so that I could remember it when I'm down...
Thx Sal!... 4 these beautiful words and encouragements :)

* Faisalicious
* Posted 09/15/2007 03:04 AM
*

I remembered u told me once that everyone has his/her own luck.. I think u re doing the right thing...it costs u nothing to be a dream chaser and keep trying to reach ur goal...it'll pay everything back oneday ...that's why...while i breath, i hope...

This is one of the lyrics that suit u rite now:
"There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now
I'm ready for more,
Ready for more."

Gud Luck..n hope it sparks ur spirit ;D

Teeeeeeth

I got my temporary teeth BRIDGE today!!! ^____^

four hours in the dentist but soo satisfied..
My teeth color: A3!