Wednesday, April 15, 2009

It's the 15th again... We've been together for nine whole months!

Yes.. It's the 15th of the month again.. April 15, 2009: it is Jason & Nadia's nine months.. And because it almost my birthday (yay! ;)) so we didn't do much; just exchanged gift to each other. I gave him a threadless tshirt, designed by the person who designed pac-man shirt that he loves and he gave me two silver bracelets which are very pretty and I loves it so very much <3 .. To be honest, the last past month was the toughest month (I think) in our relationship.. Since we're going to live as roommates and me ~ moving in.. I know we both very excited about it but in same matter, I think (Jason seems to think the same way) that it is a BIG change for both of us.. and kind of stressed us both in a way.. so we kind of argue.. more often. I feel that my feelings to him has changed now.. I don't really feel that romantic~childish love that I used to feel but now it feels more like a mature love. Deep inside, I kind of missed having that romantic~butterfly feelings in my heart but I guess, like Jason said, these changes are for the better.. means our relationship getting stronger and more mature.. (I hope so.. & I hope .. maybe someday I can feel that romantic~butterfly feelings again together with this mature love... mmm maybe when we're having vacation together ~ just get out from this routine of work and school in our life... I hope..) ... Anyway,, I'm not saying I'm not happy.. because I-very-am happy now.. & also excited with the fact that we are now more closer than ever :) and that like I said in the previous post, I believe this is a new beginning for me & Jason and I'm looking forward to more exciting times together <3 <3 <3

^_^

Btw, I want to quote the words from the anniversary card that he gave me last night..

"You're still the one
I love to catch myself
dreaming about,
still the one
I love to talk things
over with,
still the one I love
to cuddle next to
until we are
as close as we can be..

I hope you're as happy
as you make me feel,
because
you're everything
I could hope for --
the one I love
with all my heart
and soul

Happy Anniversary
Love always"


I was so crybaby when I read the card.. because to me, it means.. SO MUCH.
I love you too babe.. with all my heart.



Operation Shared Space: status updates

Operation shared space: mission completed.

Now with Jason as my roommate, I feel like it's a new beginning for both of us. Like he said (and I quote): I do think our relationship has changed - Gotten stronger and more mature. I love you very much babe.

ps. atas permintaannya Eka, aku mau posted foto-foto apartmentnya, my new living space! ^_^

Friday, April 3, 2009

Operation Shared Space

packing.. packing...
excited to move to my new place to live! ;)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

The measure of love is to love without measure

we were talking earlier tonight about stuff.. mostly about relationship stuff, then conversation went to:

Jason: We've been together almost 9 months now..
Nadia: Yeah, this is my longest relationship, ever
Jason: I hope so. I hope you'll be the last one for me
Nadia: ~blushed~ I hope so too, Babe

Monday, March 16, 2009

Our 8 months

We didn't do anything big.He picked me up to go dinner at Claim Jumper (food was not good and service sucks).. But at least Jason is with me. We kind of just enjoying each other company.. :)

He brought me juice earlier, bunch of them, because I said my tummy wasn't settling well and I kind of want juices so that I don't feel too nauseous. That's very sweet of him <3 He also gave me CD of extended REPO opera soundtrack, a card and a DS game: Hotel Dusk Room 215.

Point of this short blog entry is.. This has been an amazing 8 months with him. I never felt this loved before.. I'm glad we're still together til this moment. I love my bf!
:)



Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Today, I feel so loved :')

Nadia 9.33pm:

Don't know what to say. Thank you for being kind and understanding and loving. I'm sorry I was being self-centered when you're not feeling well. I really am sorry.

Jason 9.34pm:

It's okay Baby. I love you so much :)


"Kind words can be short and easy to speak but their echoes are truly endless." - Mother Teresa

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Our 7th Months :)

Our seven months dating was one day after Valentine's Day. (Feb 15, 2009).

That weekend was a long weekend, we both got Monday-President's Day off, so we decided to do a little weekend gateway. ^_^ We went to Primm early Sunday, Feb 15, about 10ish and drive about an hour and half to this city located at borders of Nevada & California. There are 3 casinos and an outlet mall there. That's it. But I was talking to Jason that I still want to check out the casinos and try the rollercoaster that they have in one of the casinos.

We got to Primm at about noon and tried to check in at Buffalo Bill's where we had room reservation. They won't let us check in before 3pm. And they don't care what we do until 3pm comes. Geez. So I said to Jason, why don't we just go get lunch and walk around in the outlet mall until about 3pm. He agreed. Outlet mall was okay. We didn't shop much. We get lunch at this japanese noodle restaurant called Kuraku. The noddle were okay. Takoyaki was yucky. I think that Shuseki at Spring Mountain has soo much better noddles & takoyaki (at cheaper prize too!). But it Jason seems to think that noddle place was quite good so, I guess it's an okay choice to eat there. We went back to the hotel for check in, and OMG, the line for check in is like halfway the casino. It was 10 before 3pm. And I heard from people in the line that they've been waiting for an hour at least. CRAZY. So we went in line with those people and Jason timed how long it took us til we get the receptionist. It was exactly an hour. Well, I guess it's not that bad but I just think the system was messed up. If they let us check in before 3pm, these things won't happen. Jason wasn't really happy about waiting in the line for an hour but I know he tried to be not acting cranky. :) At least we got a good spacey non-smoking room. Cool. Next, we went to ride the rollercoaster!! Even tho it doesn't have loop on it, but it was pretty cool. (my opinion). :) And then we ride the log-ride. It was fun too. Jason got soaked more that me.. Hahahaha *EvilLaughter* then we spent time drying our self and then dinner time. We went to the buffet there. Not too many choices but the food was actually good. We tried the monorail to go to Primm Valley afterwards but not Whiskey Pete because we were getting tired. We end that night with two white russians (where.. of course I got carded.). The next day, we were planning to check out Whiskey Pete (we done that, there was notting really in that casino) and drive to Baker. But we found out that Jason;s windshild's wiper were both broken. We can't really drive in the rain to Baker with broken wiper. So we decided not to go and we went home and Centennial Toyota instead so that they could fix the broken wiper. Jason's Mom called and invited us to go dinner with them afterwards. And so we did.

All and all, I had an amazing super great Valentine-7th Months weekend.
^_^

Ohh. Jason gave me cd for our 7th months.
CD contains songs that he choose for me.
Songs that when he heard it, it reminds him of me :')
A really great CD. Love the songs.
I gave him 'Learn Indonesian' software for our 7th months. Hopefully he'll be fluent in Indonesian eventually ;)

Here's the tract of the CD,
he just emailed me the list:

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from Jason Fulkerson
date Tue, Feb 17, 2009 at 7:57 PM
subject Songs on your CD


Here you go baby,



True Love's Kiss -- Amy Adams & James Marsden
Can't Get Enough of You Baby -- Smash Mouth
All I Want is You -- Mr. T Experience
Save Tonight -- Eagle Eye Cherry
Might Tell You Tonight -- Scissor Sisters
Love So Pure -- Puffy AmiYumi
Glory of Love -- melody.
More Than Toast -- The Mr. T Experience
I Knew I Loved You -- José Molina, Orchestra Sinfonica Italiana & Savage Garden
King Dork -- The Mr. T Experience
Love Will Keep Us Together -- Vitamin C
Love Don't Roam -- Neil Hannon
Baby One More Time -- Bowling for Soup
She's the one -- Robbie Williams
I Didn't Know I'd Love You So Much -- ost. Repo! the Genetic Opera


I love you so very, very much!
Jason


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