Yes.. It's the 15th of the month again.. April 15, 2009: it is Jason & Nadia's nine months.. And because it almost my birthday (yay! ;)) so we didn't do much; just exchanged gift to each other. I gave him a
threadless tshirt, designed by the person who designed pac-man shirt that he loves and he gave me two silver bracelets which are very pretty and I loves it so very much <3 .. To be honest, the last past month was the toughest month (I think) in our relationship.. Since we're going to live as roommates and me ~ moving in.. I know we both very excited about it but in same matter, I think (Jason seems to think the same way) that it is a BIG change for both of us.. and kind of stressed us both in a way.. so we kind of argue.. more often. I feel that my feelings to him has changed now.. I don't really feel that romantic~childish love that I used to feel but now it feels more like a mature love. Deep inside, I kind of missed having that romantic~butterfly feelings in my heart but I guess, like Jason said, these changes are for the better.. means our relationship getting stronger and more mature.. (I hope so.. & I hope .. maybe someday I can feel that romantic~butterfly feelings again together with this mature love... mmm maybe when we're having vacation together ~ just get out from this routine of work and school in our life... I hope..) ... Anyway,, I'm not saying I'm not happy.. because I-very-am happy now.. & also excited with the fact that we are now more closer than ever :) and that like I said in the previous post, I believe this is a new beginning for me & Jason and I'm looking forward to more exciting times together <3 <3 <3
^_^
Btw, I want to quote the words from the anniversary card that he gave me last night..
"You're still the one
I love to catch myself
dreaming about,
still the one
I love to talk things
over with,
still the one I love
to cuddle next to
until we are
as close as we can be..
I hope you're as happy
as you make me feel,
because
you're everything
I could hope for --
the one I love
with all my heart
and soul
Happy Anniversary
Love always"
I was so crybaby when I read the card.. because to me, it means.. SO MUCH.
I love you too babe.. with all my heart.
