Getting to know each other ~ 1.5 months dating ~ first week of September 08 [part 1]

I wasn't feeling well
inside my stomach was like all twisted
and it was not a pleasant feeling.
On top of that, my hormones are killing
me.. this has been a rough PMS time for me!
:(

Spent Friday at Pogo's Jazz Bar ~ cool place
with Jason, Sara & Claire
end up staying over his place because I'm
a bit drunk and not feeling well enough to drive
across town in the middle of the night..
so.. and I stayed until like lunch the next day
(by this time I think we already spent too much
time together since what I got from him
is that he kind of sick of me :'(
or maybe it was just my hormone)

And I went home after lunch
and I had Ladies night that day..
I still wasn't feeling well
~ my tummy still hurts like hell
but oh well I lay down a bit
and when I wake up
I felt I miss Jason so very much
and I asked him whether
I can see him tomorrow..
which was unusual because Sunday
usually his Guys night with his friend
but I wasnt feeling well and I just
want him to be there for me
(Am I asking too much?)

Then he said "maybe"
and I realized there was tears in my eyes..
I told him I was crying over text
and he called
and he said
"I dont understand why I couldnt
have my own time tomorrow since I've spent
last night and all this morning with you"
and I couldn't handle it
and I cried.. hard... (silently tho)
and I said "Okay.. Whatever..
You can do whatever you want.. I don't care"

I arrived at Anna's for Ladies night
and told him that I'll let him go (the phone)
and I felt like crap
(emotionally -very much more than physically)

I had a good time with the girls tho
and Geneva was wildly there in our ladies night
that was awesome..

Then there were
more than 4 hours ~I think (lost count of time)
I dont get to talk to him

...


"Babe?"

"Yes?"

"I miss you and fell horrible about before"

"My brain can't think clearly right now..
I don't know what to say to you"

"I'm sorry baby"
"Please don't hate me"
":( I'm sorry :("
"Are you still with the girls or can I call you?"

"I'm still with the girls and I don't think its a good idea to call me now"

"I won't. Are we okay?"

"We are. I still feel lil upset babe.. Its just when I'm not feeling well, am not like you, I need more attention than usual.. And you said 'maybe'.. it just hurt me. I know you didn't mean anything probably and you want your own time without me.. I'm just asking you to be there for me when I'm not feeling well... Am I asking too much?"

"Not at all babe. I understand, and I will be there for you. I was being a bit selfish and I'm sorry. Yes, you will see me tomorrow. And Monday. And maybe even Tuesday if you aren't sick of me by then. :)"

"Are u sure?"

"Yes. You are the most important person in my life, and I want you to be happy. I care about you more than you know, and love being with you."

"I'm tired.. Good night and I'll talk to you tomorrow kay?"



...
11.03am

"*hug* morning babe"

"Morning.. am driving to church now and will have lunch at Yanny's afterwards"

"Ah. Sound cool. I just woke up. didn't sleep well. Miss u. Probably head over to Coldirons about 1"
"Call me later pls?

"Umm.. okay"

"I'm heading to Coldirons now. I hope u are having a good day. I miss you like crazy too. Very much, and it kind of scares me"

"Have fun.. so do I get to see you today?"

"YES!! Of course, yes!! if you still want too"

"I did ask, didn't I? so Dinner?"

"Sounds good to me.. I do miss u babe. Thank u"

"You can still cancel with me you know,
if you want have you guys night or whatever you want"

"I want you"

"... kay.. see you tonight then?"

"yay! miss you. *kiss"



And then we meet at Aloha kitchen - Maryland Pkwy
talk bout everything.. he said he was so afraid of losing me..
and I said he did hurt me when I wasnt feeling well..
He apologize, we got to know each other better now
And that's a great thing (he said, I agree)
We walk along UNLV ~ where he used to spent much time
there.. enjoying the half-moon-night
then we went to Ellis Island for a $1 stout and
their own housemade rootbeer
and we talk, we made up and kiss..

note:
= He is a damn good kisser :P
= He gave me Dr. Horrible songs in a CD
(good idea to give a girl present when she is or after she was upset
~ doesnt have to be expensive too)
&
= He did mention that he wants me to meet his parents...

that's the story for now folks!
what a weekend.. Fiuh!

Good night
Las Vegas